Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I fell asleep and you appeared in my dreams .

Thursday, November 25, 2010

TAKE NOTE !

AKU TAK AKAN MAAFKAN KAU , DAN KAMU ORANG JANGAN PAKSA YE ? TAK SUKA .

Yeah , I've wrote this before and now I take it as a serious issue . I'm not going to forgive him after I knew what has he done . Its a BIG mistake by knowing and fell in love with him . Yeah , ITS A MISTAKE . And , I'm regretting . Now , I'm trying to change myself for good . Prove to him that I'm okay , surely fine without him . Mayb I'm not strong but at least I'm not weak . Take note please . You can call me childish by writing this . But , its true . If I can turn back times , I'll skip everything that related to him . EVERYTHING . Now you know how regret I am , Right ?

And you , please dont think that I'm jealous with your relationship , with him . I'm totally NOT getting jealous with it . Just a caution . He might hurt you . MIGHT hurt you . If you think you'll be fine with him . Just go ahead . I'm not going to disturb both of you . I love you as my best friend , that's all .

Macam yang aku pernah cakap ' DAH LEPAS TU LEPAS LAH , AMBIK SEMUANYA DARI SUDUT POSITIF ' Tp sekarang aku tak nampak apa2 yang positif pasal benda ni . Yang lepas tetap lepas . Aku tk marah , cuma terkejut tak habis lagi .

Tak sangka banyak penipuan yang kau dah cipta untuk aku . Ye , aku pilihan kedua engkau . Ingatlah dosa kau tipu aku hampir tiaptiap malam . Semudah tu aku nak maafkan kau ? Mungkin dulu ya , tp sekarang tak . Tak payah suruh orang lain mintak kan maaf kau dekat aku . Heh

Bye , take care Liar .
xoxo , natasya ;D

Monday, November 22, 2010

awesome !

Hey peeps ! It has been a while . Yeah , I'm so happy ! Undeniable . Hihi , erm . Last saturday , went to Bukit Tinggi with tacha . Having a private meeting . But , tklah private sangat sebab dkat mcd je kot -.- But sokayy . As long as we can talk its enough . Then , watched Harry Potter . Fcking awesome , me likeyy ! Eyyeyy , haha .

So today . My elder brother went back to Johor and I was like 'alaaaa' . Kinda boring , tkde kawn gaduh , tkde kawn mengadu , tkde kawn nk bwk jalanjalan . Itu paling penting yeah ? Haha . And , just got to know . SPM start tomorrow . Wow ! GoodLuck to all the candidates . Hm , include ANH (semestinya) . Hihi , nsib baik dh wish dia awl2 through MySpace (: dia pon dh respond sukaaa ! Ohh , chill . Chill . Dia budk pndai tadahal puya , ni yg tggu result PMR ni yg terkulatkulat . Apelah yg tertulis kt slip tu agkagknya ? Risau fikir . Tkpelah , dh buat yg terbaik enn ? Redha je .

Hm , talk about my birthday . I'm going to Johor on my Birthday Day . Haih , I dont want to but I had to . Mustahil lah nk tggl rumah sorangsorang 4 hari kan ? -_____________- I wish ! Stop talking about that . Tk sukaaaaaaaaaa ! Eeeee . End here . See ya soon . Bye !

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I HAVE NOTHING TO DO , BESIDES I'M NOT SLEEPY . WELL , I'M TOUGH . DONT YA KNOW THAT ? SIGH , I FELT SOMETHING BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN . ITS GONNA BE A LONG EXPLANATION . I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME WHILE I'M CRYING . TELL ME THAT I NEED TO BE STRONG . TELL ME THAT I'M NOT ALONE . TELL ME THAT I NEED TO FACE THE FACT . I'M TRYING TO LET SOMETHING GO , ITS NOT EASY . MY WORLD TURNED AROUND AND I FALL APART . CANT YA FEEL WHAT I FEEL NOW ? PLEASE , I REALLY NEED A HELP . I HAVE NOBODY RIGHT NOW . I CANT STOP THINKING . DONT YA KNOW ITS HARD ? DONT YA KNOW ITS HURT ? DONT YA FEEL IT ? DONT YA ?

Totally Over .


Really ? Im not soo sure . Maybe yes . But then I feel like Lost . Yeah , I am . Lost in my own world . But sokayyy , I'm used with it . Hmm , I thought my life will getting easier after I received a phone call . But , I'm wrong . Getting harder . I dont really know what I feel now . Jealous maybe , scared maybe , happy maybe . Huh , What can I do to make it easy ? Haihhhh , there's no way there . I know . Hmm .

Today , I woke up around 9 am . Stay on my mom's bed . Then I realized that I'm alone . Yeah , as always . My brother went to school , my mom I'm not really sure . Hmm , what happen last night ? I should be happy . Yes , I am . But something bothered me . Whatt ? I dont know . Haih , hard to believe that . Okay , I'll stop babbling .

Look forward for tomorrow event . Seriously , I cant wait . Family gathering and you know what ? It will be happen in my house . My cousins come and bring their own food . Its called Pot Luck . Eh ? Haha , all of them are coming tomorrow include my elder brother . He's coming back this week and he safely arrived here just now . What a Joy ? Really appreciate it . First time we're not going back to our hometown . Celebrate kita kita je lah . Haha . And yesterday , went to Sally . Finally my baju kurung is done . And , it suit me well . Andand I love it because it Pink ! I'm wearing it tomorrow .

Okay , I'm finished update my blog . I end it here , GoodNight .

xoxo , natasya :)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Live the Life Easy !

Long time dint see you , but who cares ? Kan perempuan ?

Hey , long time dint see . I know you miss me , chill blogger . Today , I'll spent 15 min for blogging . But , I'm too sleepy . Hihi , so which one should I start first ? Holiday ? Hmm , I prefer you come to me and ask me 'Hey , seronok pegi indon ?' Yeah , more better . I'm soo not going to type about that . Tired much ! Face to Face , okay ? Hoho , so today . Went to sunway for a movie with Ad , Amin , Amad , Zul and Lukman . Who 'em ? I donnow . Haha , watched 'Life As We Know It' AwwAww , Romantic like Heaven . I Likeee ! Seriously , then pusingpusing dalam sunway tu . Hoi , kasut lawalawa goda aku lah . Tahan je nafsu nk mencuba and mengeluarkan duit . Birthday present atikah belum langsai lagi . Haih . Then , Sesatsesat . Balik . Amad klakar bak tang ! Sakit perut gelak dalam kereta dgan dia . Haha , tk caya tnye ad . Harap je badan tough tp otak gila . Muahaha , so . Cuti deepavali pon dh start . Esok blik kampung . Hri ahad abang dh blik johor . Kejapnya heh . Movie dh lah tgh bestbest . Tggu je bila mama nk bwak nnti . Sokayy .

Ehh , wait . I just think about this . I want to set my blog private and only for those who follow me can read my post . Should I ? Should I ? And , I think that I want to delete one of my friends in my FB acc . Should I ? Please , I need an opinion . Maybe I'll do it . So , just wait and see . Who will be deleted . Sokayy . I'm off to bed now . Bye OOOO Bye .

xoxo , natasya :DD