I HAVE NOTHING TO DO , BESIDES I'M NOT SLEEPY . WELL , I'M TOUGH . DONT YA KNOW THAT ? SIGH , I FELT SOMETHING BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN . ITS GONNA BE A LONG EXPLANATION . I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME WHILE I'M CRYING . TELL ME THAT I NEED TO BE STRONG . TELL ME THAT I'M NOT ALONE . TELL ME THAT I NEED TO FACE THE FACT . I'M TRYING TO LET SOMETHING GO , ITS NOT EASY . MY WORLD TURNED AROUND AND I FALL APART . CANT YA FEEL WHAT I FEEL NOW ? PLEASE , I REALLY NEED A HELP . I HAVE NOBODY RIGHT NOW . I CANT STOP THINKING . DONT YA KNOW ITS HARD ? DONT YA KNOW ITS HURT ? DONT YA FEEL IT ? DONT YA ?