Mengingati mati itu wajib , tak ada orang kat dunia ni yang takkan mati . Tak kisah lah harta kau tinggi macam gunung everest sekalipun , kau ade pangkat besar , kau hebat , kau pintar . Allah dah tulis kan semua tentang kau , ajal , maut , jodoh , pertemuan . Sedangkan bayi yang meninggal dalam kandungan juga Allah dah tentukan kehidupan duniawi dia .. Tapi dia tak sanggup melihat azab hidup dia kat dunia sebab tu dia putuskan untuk taknak hidup . Dah banyak kali aku dengar pasal ni . Kadangkadang aku terfikir , kenapa aku pilih untuk hidup sedangkan aku ada peluang untuk katakan tak and straight to the heaven ? Tapi lepastu , aku menyesal . Rasa macam aku mempertikaikan takdir hidup aku . Mungkin Allah nak bagi peluang supaya aku berubah that's why I got the chance to live . Tak payah pergi jauh , tengok contoh yang mak aku bagi . Pasal arwah fill . Arwah adik aku . Mak aku kata , mungkin kalau dia hidup azab dia dekat dunia ni teruk , mungkin dia akan end up jadi mat rempit or jadi manusia tak guna . Sebab tu dia pilih untuk straight ke syurga . Sebab , syurga lagi besar nikmatnya dari dunia . Sebab tu aku mak aku tk kisah kalau orang nk bangkitkan pasal arwah fill , kalau orang nk tanya itu ini . Allah kan lebih tahu apa yang dia nk jadikan dan apa yang akan berlaku ? Sekarang , kitorang ade muhammad . Allah gantikan arwah fill dengan mamat . Itu lah yang selalu kawan sekolah rendah aku ckp bila aku ckp sedihnya adik aku meninggal . Allah akan gantikan setiap benda yang Dia ambil dari kita :) Walaupun kita tak sedar , tp sebenarnya benda tu lg baik buat kita . Biasalah manusia ..

Sekarang puasa dah nak habis , raya tak lama lagi . Semua orang pakat tak sabar nak raya , pakat ramairamai nak main mercun time orang tengah terawih , pakat main mercun sampai semua sek 27 ni blackout , apa jadahnya wey ? Mengganggu orang terawih satu , mengganggu orang nak tido satu . Hang tau dak kalau aku dapat hang memang aku hambat hang kat pokok pastu pakat main mercun dkat pokok tu . Nasib baiklah takde orang pengsan terkejut time tengah terawih .

Nowdays I'm having like such an addiction , play with my make up and edit-ing photos . Which is rare to me , but I'm having fun by uhh the uhh wayy . Well you can see up there , All mine :)

One thing , I'm asking for your kindness to LIKE my photo here : May Allah SWT Bless You All ..

What's the point of having a life if you waste it ?

Hidup itu untuk akhirat.
Living here for the hereafter.
Permulaan yang berpaksikan pengakhiran takkan bawa kepada kesesatan.

Mati itu pasti. Aku tahu
Waktu sampai ajal tiada toleransi. Aku tahu
Ajal tak kenal usia di bumi. Aku tahu
Larilah ke ceruk bumi mana sekalipun, maut itu pasti akan datang tanpa kompromi. Aku tahu
Sama ada ditunggu atau tidak, datangnya sebagai sebuah janji. Aku tahu
Bayang maut itu boleh datang dengan merangkak, atau boleh datang dengan laju sekilas kilat besi. Aku tahu

Allah telah pastikan di lohmafuz, untuk dituliskan bahawa ajal _______ adalah pada ______. Telah dituliskan takdirnya yang hayatnya hanya selama ______ tahun. Telah dituliskan di takdirnya yang nyawanya meninggalkan jasad setelah _________

Kalau Aina cakap ,
Andainya kau suruh aku jawab soalan yang terakhir tu, aku nak dituliskan takdirku yang nyawa aku meninggalkan jasad setelah bermaafan dengan kaum keluarga dan pulang kepada Dia setelah mula kenal Dia tu siapa dengan erti kata kenal sebenar-benarnya.

Aku nk yang sama macam dia , tp satu aku nak tambah .. Seeloknya biarlah aku dapat kahwin dulu . Kay tidak *gurau .

Now , I Thank Allah . For giving me another chance to breath , to change , to live and for everything that I had now . Alhamdulillah .



P/s: Bagaimana pula dengan kau ?

Copied from : Aina Mimi's blog

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Roh Ramadhan dah tak terasa lagi sebenarnya. Kat Malaysia sekarang, Ramadhan tu dah jadi lebih kepada benda budaya.

Ramadhan tu bukan diertikan oleh tak makan. Bukannya diertikan dengan bazar Ramadhan. Bukan diertikan dengan Malam Tujuh Likur pasang pelita. Bukan diertikan dengan lawan meriam buluh antara kampung. Bukan diertikan dengan buka puasa di hotel-hotel. Bukan diertikan dengan rancangan masak-masak bulan puasa di TV. Tapi benda-benda tu laa yang dah jadi definisi Ramadhan kat Malaysia.

Tengok kat KL, tu pun cukup laa. Waktu berbuka puasa, segala tempat makan yang ada mesti penuh. Tak kira laa gerai ke, restoran ke, kedai mamak ke, hotel ke apa. Dan akan terus penuh sampai laa nak masuk waktu isyak. Dan orang di sini tak surut-surut jugak sampai waktu moreh pulak. Magribnya ke mana, isyaknya ke mana, terawihnya ke mana ? Entah. Ada makna ke berlapar seharian tapi benda paling asas tak buat ?


Puasa ni, bukan hanya untuk tahan lapar dahaga di perut je. Puasa itu untuk bersihkan roh.

Kalau kita tengok apa yang orang kita faham, banyak benda dah bercampur. Contohnya kalau buat sambutan berbuka puasa. Memang laa bagus nak meraikan buka puasa tu. Tapi cara nak meraikan tu kena laa appropiate jugak. Yang kita tengok kebanyakan orang buat sambutan buka puasa ni campur je lelaki dan perempuan dah gaya orang buat catching up kat mapley pun ada. Pergaulan tak jaga, layan dengan sembang-sembang kosong. Patutnya boleh buat pahala tapi dah tak jadi makna apa laa kalau macam tu gayanya.

Bagi aku, Ramadhan tu purification. Penyucian. Kira penyucian by all the means and word.

- Hlovate

P/s: Thank you Hlovate, for reminding me. Aku hampir tersasar jauh. Aku tak pernah sedar semua ni. Now i know. Thank you again .

Copied from Aina's blog , thanks Aina for this post . Sorry copy w/o permission . But , I love the words . Hlovate , you're totally superb .

Contengan pengalaman perjalanan mencari Tuhan . Malangnya aku dh terlambat , Ramadhan dah nk habis . InsyaAllah hari2 terakhir Ramadhan ni aku cuba .. perbaiki diri .

What if I say ..

Hi Asalamualaikum !

Its already Thursday ! Since tomorrow is Friday , third week of Ramadhan gonna end soon , Can't wait for the very last week for this year . But , it was too sad cause we dont know when is our time to meet Our Creature Allah SWT . So , beramal lah dengan sebaiknya ! Hehe , And yesterday . One of my aunt having a conversation w my mom and my mom told me that on the third of raya we'll getting back here since my cousin's is going through her proposal ceremony . I was like what the hell ? I'm saying the truth , I said WHAT THE HELL and I feel like killing everybody that are so into the ceremony . I told ya , I wanna have fun at my hometown since I miss them like a lott . And three days are not enough , to me definetely not . And now , What If I said 'I dont wanna be there on the third of raya , means I'm not going to join 'em ' . What If I said ' I wish the ceremony is not going to be held on that day , means cant you postpone the ceremony ? ' Why must on the third of raya , my mom is backing them up and crate some nonsense word . And I need to defend my self , I'm totally depressed and I cry like a lott ? Yes , I did it . Please , I'm totally distracted . Since we are from Perak , I meant the man's hometown and I . Cant you just make it at my gram's house ? Cant ya ? CANT YA ? I HATE YOU MAN I TOTALLY HATE CHU CAUSE YOU PICK THE WRONG TIME TO PROPOSE MY COUSIN . And aku malas nak fikir ayat , tk larat . Sakit jiwa fikir , tolonglah . What If this is my last year to wake up on the 1st AidilFitri ? What If ? Anybody on me ? Please , please help me ! Ya Allah ..

Sorry for the harsh word , I .. Seriously I cant accept this thing . Aku cuma nk acara tu ditangguhkan bukan batal terus . Tahu tk ? Jagan salah faham nanti tk pasal2 aku kena boikot heh . I didnt mean to kill anyone . Puh-lease . So that's all . Ciao

I Learn To Live , Half Alive ..

Hi , Asalamualaikum ..

I'm totally waiting for the weekend , as everybody know .. Who don't like weekend ? Its going to be the third week of Ramadhan . And sure , Eidul Fitri is coming . I'm half prepared since I've already bought half of my need for Raya . Its not that I'm gonna celebrate it like krazay . But I just want those shoes that my mom shows me when we're going to the BT last weekend . Ya , I told ya that I'm having an Iftar with my mom's sibling last week isn't it ? The next day we went to BT I meant Jusco bcus my dad wanna bought some groceries there . And yeah , I grab some cloth for me and my lil brother . After I woke up on that evening , my mom told me that she found one of my cat dead . She was too panicked and she asked me to search any pet shop since my kitten have no other female cat to feed 'em . I suggest BT bcus they surely open on weekend. And yeah , again .. Twice in a day . So now , I have three kittens to take care of . Feed 'em and sleep with 'em . Tomorrow I'm going back to Rawang having an Iftar with my dad's sibs . I need to sleep , till then !

Oh yeah , I received yr inbox this evening . We're saying Good Bye to each other , May Allah Bless you , and US . Can I get an Amin please ? Thnkyou :) Xx

You know , I miss ..

Asalammualaikum ,

and Hi !

Today is the 6th day of Ramadhan . Yes , time flies so fast . Happy fasting ya guys and have a nice month . Its already August and September is approaching soon ! Ohh I told ya guys , July is just awesome ! I had fun , we had fun and enjoy every moment . On the , 23rd till 25th I went to Tioman Island which is one of the top 10 beautiful beach in the world . *somebody told me lah . But I admit its true bcus when the plane is about to touched down , I see beautiful scenery . I can see whats in the sea , I'm amazed . Yeaph , I skip four paper for July Test . But we planned it since May . Nobody's mistake isn't it ? You know what ? I tried to snorkell , it was my first time and I'm excited ! And I met Azmil w his friends , he's my cousin if I'm not mistaken . Kaykay , who cares ? On Thursday , went to Klang . My dress is raydeyhh . It has 4 all together , and I cant wait to wear it . Hihi , then straight away to Bukit Tinggi for lunch . But the saddest thing is I'm fasting on that day . On Friday , I bake a lott ! Red velvet cuppies , Choc cheesy cuppies , and cheesy cuppies . You know why I love cook and bake ? Bcus , I love to make people happy when they eat it . I love when they bring back homes like a lot ? Yes , surely I'm touched when they appreciate it no matter what and how the cuppies look a like . Just try it and you know how I feel . After that on Saturday went back to my hometown again for Tahlil and one of my cousin ask me " mak mertua kau tk datang ke ? Haha " I was like " :O sayangnya tkde orang jemput . Hahaha " Darn it , I still can remember and how I love the moment when his family came to my hometown all the way back from Penang for my Aunt's Kenduri Doa Selamat :) Ahh haa , on Sunday met with the man named Nazri bcus he's going to sell his house . I planned a lot bcus I love that house . Pray all the best for us , please :/

Act , I just got back from Tasik Indah Restaurant . The food was awesome with reasonable price . You know what , Puas Hati :) Then went to PKNS , bought some cookies and shawl . Ohh Emm , how I love the moment bcus all my cousins I meant my Acu son's and daughter are there . Aint that easy to meet them esp kaka and opie . Kaka is just transferred from KLAS to Kuwait Airways . And opie , he's the MRSM BITARA's student . They are lack with holidays since they are diff with other MRSM . And yeah I'm glad that he can join us for the Break Fast . Ehh , he looks like Aaron Aziz nowadays . Ain't that amazed you ? Haha kidding ;)

By all the way , I admit . I miss , how I miss the moment when we are together . Gossips and telling stories . Laugh until the tears rolling down . Laugh till you can't sleep on that night . Eat together and hang at the nearest Aeon . Dont ya know how it feel ? Yes , I love all my family members even sometimes they annoyed me with their words . How come you guys can say that your partner come first then your family second ? It's A BIG NO from me . I'm totally disagreed bcus for me , without them I'm such a lifeless teen . I am nobody . For me , Family come first , Second is my friend and Third my partner I meant Boyf not Husband etc -,- Come on , dont ya love your single world ? I do :)

Sorry for the long post , no offense . Take care guys . Bye xoxo